I was expecting to come into work today and having loads of work to do, but I have barely anything to do. The heavy-duty cleaners were in over the weekend cleaning all the stainless steel walls, vents, cooker, grill, ovens, fryers, dishwasher, floors, everything. My whole week’s work is done bar a few minor things.
I’m actually happy. Oh, this feels so wonderful. And, oh! And I only have 3 days working this week!! I’m off Thursday and Friday because I’m going to see P!nk on Thursday night in the O2!! Woot! Yes, don’t worry, I’ll post videos and blog about it on Friday. Hehe!
I’m still looking for love. I’ve not completely given up. I think that when the right person finds me, it will feel so wonderful. I’m sorry that I can’t be what you expect. I’m less desiring of sex because I feel sex should be between two people who, at least, care for each other. The whole meaningless sex thing just really doesn’t appeal to me. I find it an embarrassment to actually call myself a gay man because of what stereotypical gay men do regarding sex.
I was actually thinking last night that sex is really pretty gross when you really think about it. I won’t give you a visual image, but people say that sex “feels so good”, and I will agree. But the actual act is pretty gross in my eyes, especially straight sex. But saying that, why not? (OMG, am I seriously thinking about straight sex as a turn-on???!!!) Hm…. Would I have sex with a woman? Hm… The only thing is, I wouldn’t know where to put it!!! Hahahaha! (Sorry, couldn’t resist). I know I’m gay, but I’m also (bi-)curious about women. If love is there, I wouldn’t say no. Love holds no gender.
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