Question for anyone knowledgable in the following: Anxiety and/or Depression.
How do you know when you’re suffering from one or both? Lately (since beginning this new job) I have been feeling a tightness in my chest, not sleeping well, and a continuing feeling of sadness, loneliness, and helplessness.
I went to WebMD to look up some information and discovered that those symptoms are linked to pretty much every ailment.
A big thing is that I just don’t enjoy this new job. I don’t enjoy driving forty-some miles to get there, and I think I just miss my friends too much.
But I’m trying hard. I’m really trying to find the bright spot; I keep telling myself I’m doing this for my child(family) so that we can live. As opposed to not having a job. I try to think positively and maybe, once we move closer, things will get better.
In the back of my mind I’m focusing on the posibility of being promoted to the branch where I used to work and be the boss there. I think seven years of service and being exposed to the executive duties therein have given me a great chance of stepping into that role. Plus I have built solid relationships with the other customers.
I pray to God every day – every hour of the day – that this current job is only temporary before I move back to where I desire to live.
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